WHY AND WHY? huaaaa. what im saying uh? haha. I dun know wat im saying now xD okeeee. nevermind.

talking about study. nahh. I hate this. Why? I hate myself now. I dun trust myself now. Oh God. Help me :c am I really not clever or myself pretending not clever. yahh. I dun know T^T you know wat? my first exam in this year ...... so bad! Im veryy down that time. so this exam I promise to God, I will study and struggle hard. I 'bernazar' too. If my result better than my last exam, I will do something to my beloved friend :)

THEN

You know? my history C!! Then im crying. feeling so down AGAIN. other people A and B only. me? the only one C in that class T^T I tried my best for history paper. then my friend talk to me '' bpa sejarah ktk time exam first riya? '' '' *still crying* D '' '' ok la yaa. ada peningkatan. dh2. boh nangis gk. '' '' tpi, tkut baa. org lain suma A ngn B. kmk?!! ''

Why God? you give me a test like this? huaaaaa!!! Im crying and crying. dhla time ya mseh exam. stressss!! then math paper come for exam. blah blah. my fried said '' if your history bad, then do ur best in this math exam. dh2. dun cry (: ''

then I stop crying. I do my best in math. Alhamdulillah. certain question hard. like 2 or 3 I tembak jerr. haha. PENDIDIKAN ISLAM is A !! Alhamdulillah :)